Can i just end it, is life really that important. is it worth feeling completely empty, because of the person ur head over heels for, the person youve put ur entire heart and soul into being with them. Can i just say fuck it and end everything, get rid of all my pain and “sleep forever”…..

i already told u once that i didnt like you hanging out with im, so wat the fuck thinks i want to be one the fone with you wen he is there.

Baby Girl :)

Babe i dont even know where to start lol. You mean the world to me, hell you are my world. Hell i dont know what i would do without you. I can truly say you have my heart in the palm of your hand, so please to squeeze to hard lol :). I love you with all my heart and hopefully i have the chance to say “i do”. We been through hell together and still today we stand together holding each other wondering why we feel weak every moment we touch, kiss, and say we love each other. When I kiss you I feel like nothing else matters, when I hug you i become lost in your arms, and when you tell me you love me I feel like Im the luckiest guy in the world. Even though we’ve been through hell i still want nothing but to spend the rest of my life with you. Besides they say you have to go through hell to get to heaven, and baby to be honest I swear im in heaven cause gods precious angel is who i call my girl :). Even though im moving the distance will only make my love for you stronger, and even though im scared shit less that your going to leave me i can only thank god that you havent. Your my baby, my wifey, and the love of my life. I can do nothing but pray that one day i will get the chance to ask you to spend the rest of my life with you, that one day i will finally be able to wake up to you every morning to an angel laying beside me. Gloria i love you and always will, i cant be thankful enough that i got the chance to love you. Id give anything to be with you forever and then some :).

I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL - Matt

P.S. You are the highlight of my day, everyday. :-* MUAH!!!!

going back reminds me of the pain i felt wen i went back a year ago

Wow… One thing, thats it. Wow…

Shes mine

Stay away from my girl, she mine and all mine. Haha sry im greedy, and wen it comes to her, fuck wit her u fuck wit my heart, fuck wit my heart I fuck you up. Shes my version of perfection and mine only :)

- I love you, 3-17-11

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saying last night was just “scary” is an understatement, it was fucking devastating…..

i dont want it to even happen again

But if by sum miracle u feel like callin me please do

Here, I gotta big fuck you for you. Talk shit all u want, ur a badass, its funny cause u can sit there and make it seem like its all my faught wen u know that I did nothing but fight to be with you. Ive done nothing to deserve this bullshit, yes I want nothing but to be with tou, and I pray everyday I get a random fone call but the immature shit talking and acting like u dont care in front of ur friends is bullshit. Ya u made ur point, I am wrapped around ur goddamn finger so bad its not even funny, but I want to either be with you for the rest of my life or sum how end my pain and bullshit

You were my living proof that you didnt have to die to go to heaven, now your gone, and im back to this hell hole.

If you only knew my true feelings about you, like i said “i wish i could tell you how i truly feel”

My hearts in one place and my dick is taking me around the world.

Haha crazy ass night lastnight.